too much too much

i had a very long; very long post but it was as dark as it was long and i'm not in the frame of mind to work out what should be said and what is over the line so i'll save it and hone it for a . . . rainy day?? mmm, maybe a sunny day that i want to make rain.

oh, and kim you think you are cold!!??!! this morning we turned the heat down to about 60 or so as we do. i got home around 5.30 or so. i expected carl around 5.45 so i didn't turn it on cuz as soon as he got here i took the kid drove to my mom's and went to yoga. (oh, and sidenote for you michiganders -yoga is a STARTLING 25 minutes away) carl generally goes to karate around 7.30. so i told him if you don't turn it on now - turn on the heat before you leave. that way it would be warm when we got home. i get home around 9. it's FORTY SOMETHING FUCKING DEGREES. carl didn't go to karate at all. he's upstairs in bed and the heat is completely off. he thought i told him to shut it off. are you fucking kidding me?? this is my world. it would be funny if it wasn't so damned annoying. 2+ hours later with the heat at . . . whatever number is at the end of the dial and it is nearly 65 degrees. oh, there's a heatwave now. coruse, i say near 65 i mean downstairs which means that unless i had shut the vents upstairs it would be 112 up there because the heat regulation in this place suuuuuhhhhhuuucks assssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

i got my new phone today. a blackberry curve. the jury is still out whether i like it or not but what with it being free and all i suppose i shouldn't give too much of a crap. but carl has an iphone and (great big pouty face) i WANT ONE!! the curve takes shitty ass pictures.

OMG - so this woman at work sent out this http://www.socon.ca/or_bust/?p=1471
not that link - the content of it. there are so many thing wrong both with the fact that it was sent out but the content is just crazy. i don't mean just the fact that my opinion is not in line with it. i mean more the part where it is a crap loade of false info. the government forcing abortions?? right. fucking crazy people. i suggested we start a novena to stop the fucking of little boys by grown priests. now that's irony you can sink your teeth into!!

honestly, you know what is the most upsetting thing about the above? that if i sent out it's opposite it would never have flown. i don't blame " the administration " for that. HR would have been happy to take a formal complaint from me. my point is that us commie pinko liberal destroying american godless blahdey blahs really aren't nearly as interested in busting people's balls. i know that woman was only doing what she felt right and if i find it a bit on the hateful side well, hell, everyone has an opinion . . . and an asshole . . . she was just kind enough to show a little of both ;)

my fingers are nearly thawed and

Also . . . I can kill you with my brain