crazy thought

i have this weird plan to sleep for eight hours tonight - i know; i know but sometimes i'm wild like that.

i can't shake this cold - it's like it's almost gone but not quite. oh, and kim; the primal scream was not a choice. i was just so overwhelmed. i am so overwhelmed. i just keep thinking that i don't want to carry this for the rest of my life. but there isn't anything else to do with it. it changes . . .
eh

i made the mistake of watching fox news tonight - well; 15 minutes of it. good goddess. i remember when i was about eight or so my mother told me i should start watching the news. so i did and the whole time i would be saying "i thought they weren't supposed to tell us their opinion - why are they saying what they like and don't like" and on and on. until finally my mother said - "why don't you go play" well, i'm here to tell you that back then they were doing a fabulous job in comparison. they did a story on obama presenting his economic plan in london. the tone was derisive and there was commentary "he did stop short of saying it would solve the economic crisis" other lady "yeah, i don't know, we'll just have to see" he story is he went there and he said this and that is that. if you want to give me some hard numbers then okay i will listen to that but don't tell me that you feel it won't work. then they did a piece on the mayor of boston and he is saying the ships that want to come into boston need to help foot the bill for the extra security - should be a right wing republican dream right? nope - they were like - "yeah, i mean it brings in millions of dollars". as i said; this commentary has NO place but at the very least it could be 'fair and balanced' hehe not so much - hell, i could do a whole blog on that. it's sad that people seem to want this sort of commentary now. because really any thought of looking at the facts is out the damned window. everyone has divided into camps and they find security in the camp they are in so damn the thinking. i fight against it myself - i get so sick of hearing all the anti-immigrant; anti-minority; anti-gay; anti-poor etc etc ad nauseam that even when it is a point i agree with i find myself bristling. like obama's aunt. she should be deported and yet my back goes up listening to people at work. i guess because they seem to make it sound like obama should be held accountable. meanwhile; when the story first broke they were saying that it showed he was an ass because he wasn't taking care of his aunt who had to live in public housing. sigh. okay i'll stop - i'm gettin myself all worked up. i just wish so called patriots would read the damned bill of rights.

okay- once i put the pictures in it wouldn't let me type after the pics so i'll end here and say this - hopefully i will have better things to say tomorrow. tonight i must answer the call of nyquil (we love you - you giant fucking q)


Also . . . i CAN kill you with my brain

this amused me: