this morning i woke up because my son screamed out like he was really scared. i went in, then took him into my bed with me. after he's completely back to normal he says to me "the doctor is here now". and he is literally looking over my shoulder. i said "what doctor?". "the doctor that was in my room" "oh, what did he say to you" "he moved my mouth like this" and he starts pushing his mouth around. i said "oh, is that why you were crying?" "no, my paper got dirty" oh
so after i shower and whatnot i tell his father. carl asks him about the doctor and he says "the doctor is in mama's room now" "what's he doing in there" "he's with the boys"
it's like the beginning of a horror movie
okay - just remembered i have to see the tmj dude at 8 am tomorrow. which means leaving at 7 - to travel 15 miles. le sigh
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Aaron used to say shit like that. Now it's just repressed memories that come out when he's drunk. Better not to repress these things.
oh, i didn't discourage him. i ask questions - just to make sure that he isn't scared by any of it. we'll teach him protection shields when and if he is.
i want (as with most things) not to plant any sort of ideas. i mean, i'm both into this stuff and a little scared of ghosts, much less than before but still a bit. so i don't want him to freak out and be afraid of what is either an actual spirit or his dreams. on the other hand i don't want to lead him - tell him, oh it's a ghost when it could be a dream or an imaginary friend whatever.
but let's not forget i watch horror movies - - - constantly. in fact that night i had watched a really bad one on chiller where there was the freaky hospital and doctors chopping people up into bits and pieces. so i just figured if i turned around i'd end up with a butcher knife in the temple :)
i vaguely remember stuff like that from my childhood too but . . .
actually a couple of weeks ago he "saw" sommeone in our hutch again
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