people annoy me

mostly on the internet. i tend to make the mistake that there are honest conversations to be had; there aren't. there's flame flame and more flame. sigh. that's all i have to say about that. feeding energy into a power suck and all.

so i have reached that stage of pregnancy where the swelling doesn't go away just because i put my leg up. my hands are swelly; i'm dehydrated and this kid is kicking my ass!! well, okay, not technically my ass but you know what i'm saying.

also, and i'm really really hoping this is a resurgence with the pregnancy hormones . . . i miss gideon so much. i feel so alone when i think of him. this seriously better go away.

i now officially have everything i need to welcome this kid into the world. well, except the nerve to go through this whole birthing thing again. i wasn't really worried about it initially - the last time it went alright but then i started thinking about it . . . nothing has gone as well as it went last time dammit!!!!

um, why is alyson hanigan doing commercials?? it's wrong. oh, and lovely lovely dollhouse was on again. oh, joss!!

in other douchebag news: http://www.commercialappeal.com/news/2009/dec/04/mayor-fires-at-obama-online/
the dude claims that obama timed his speech to interrupt the charlie brown xmas special. here's what he said:
"Ok, so, this is total crap, we sit the kids down to watch 'The Charlie Brown Christmas Special' and our muslim president is there, what a load.....try to convince me that wasn't done on purpose. Ask the man if he believes that Jesus Christ is the Son of God and he will give you a 10 minute disertation (sic) about it....w...hen the answer should simply be 'yes'...."

and here are all the problems with the accusation as well as what he said
1. a charlie brown christmas is the height of your christian holiday?? THAT's your simple

2. the man is a friggin christian - hell, weren't you all pissed off at his "racist" christian preacher (for an explanation of why that is in quotes refer to my earlier rant about the difference between racism and prejudice)

3. i have never heard anyone ask him or him answer the question does he believe jesus christ is the son of god

4. let's pretend that scenario is true - WHY are we asking our president that question - why does htat matter??!!

5. again pretending the scenario is true - it isn't enough for these people that he be a christian / he has to be their kind of christian. people have different interpretations of who jesus was etc etc

6. and this is the most important: SO WHAT IF HE IS AN EFFING MUSLIM??? HOW IS THAT AN ISSUE.

- - - - i hear this all the time and say, no, he's a christian. and then i'm upset at myself for saying that. because the answer is - WHO CARES!!! is it a crime to be a muslim now?? is that really where we are at??? i know it's where we are at - i just can't stand it!!

oh, and one final aside (slight tangent) about that article - is there nothing that the man is doing policy wise for you to be pissed off about?? we have to make up shit about religion and birthplace and yadda yadda yadda. i mean, hell, i'm basically a supporter and i'm pissed off about some actual issues (DADT / DOMA)

so there - there are more people who annoyed me. some of them on the internet / some of them being reported about on the internet - - - you'd think i'd be smart enough to stay off the internet ;)