WTH

ugh. i don't know how long this experiment can hold out. i fell asleep typing yesterday's post and didn't have enough to even bothering posting it this morning. i was just falling asleep at my computer doing something else when i realized i should probably do today's since i am literally passing out and it's only 9.15

i am watching a show that explores whether mangela (nazi) fled ot brazil and continued his experiments into producing multiple births. there is apparently this town of like a thousand where there are currently 40 pairs of twins. ive always been fascinated by all things nazi; and serial killers and racism. i guess it's a fascination with what goes haywire in the brain that allows a person to void themselves of empathy. it isn't like they aren't aware of the humanity - they exploit it but they just don't let it get in their way viewing that person's feelings as less than. anyway, i think that's it - the reason i'm fascinated i mean. but who knows maybe there is just something wrong with me.

so while i would prefer to get some things left to do - the baby could come today and i think we would be in okay shape. but ideally i would like to get past this week. i mean sure, i'd like to be done being pregnant but there is just too much shit scheduled for this week and i have to finish my xmas shopping (which will all be done online). hmmm - maybe i should go do some of that.

my boy wrote letters today - s ; g; p; f; a; e and c - to varying degrees of success but he announced each one before and you could at least see that it was an attempt at that letter (ie the f was backwards etc) and we have never worked with him on them. yes, i am being unabashedly proud

i think my brain just broke